Traveller, Dreamer, Thinker, Nurturer

What a funny thought, the situation that we are in now. He has no love in his own self to pour on me. Yet here he is in a situation where he has to show me that he loves me. It is demanded of him, with threats of going. All he is talking about is how he feels, how this marital problem has effected him. It is very frustrating to pour so much of yourself into someone and have nothing given back but a longer list of needs. What an amazing woman that I am, to have done this for so long and still have the strength to go. Seriously, I need to think of myself that way. I need to be that person that I had dreamed of being. This is not who I wanted to be when I grew up. I wanted to be a traveller, a dreamer, a thinker and a nurturer. Will there be difficulties? Absolutely! Would this be easier without my little flock of men? Of course! Would it be better? Never! This is the very best way that this could happen. This will be the beginning of the greatest adventure we'll ever go on: life.